His Girl// [h.s]

Chapter 57. (M)

Charlotte's POV.

  "So, Miss Orchid."

"Charlotte, please." I smile slightly.

  "Sorry, Charlotte." He corrected. "I understand your doctor referred you to me, correct?"

I nod. "Correct."

My doctor felt necessary to refer me to a counsellor, at first i told him no - i didn't want to see some shrink, but he assured me he wasn't 'some shrink' and i could really get things off my chest.

  "How do you feel about being here."

I shrugged. "I don't really know how i should feel."

He nodded writing something down.

Oh boy.

  "So tell me about yourself."

Hate talking about myself.

"Well, i have a little boy called Milo."

  "How old is he?"

"3."

  "Are you with his father?"

How do i explain this? Hmm.

"We live together, his father and i - yes. But we are not..together,together."

He nodded yet again writing something down.

  "And how do you feel about that?"

"Living with him? Fine. I guess."

  "Where did you live before?"

"I moved to New York a couple years ago."

  "Why?"

"Because.."

God my life sounds so messed up.

"Because Milo's father cheated on me, a couple times."

  "So you moved to America?"

I nod.

  "Where did you live before America?"

"I lived in London, not far from here."

  "And what do you do?"

"I'm an editor for Vogue."

  "Good job. Do you enjoy it?"

"Love it." I grinned.

He wrote something else down on his pad.

  "Let's talk about your childhood Miss - I mean Charlotte."

Oh god.

No.

  "What was that like?" The grey haired man tilted his head, his moustache almost covered his mouth. Ew.

"It was..good."

  "Just good?"

"I was in a solid family, mother,father,brother,sister."

  "And are you still on good terms with them?"

I shook my head. "They're dead." I whispered.

I saw him swallow unsure on how to answer. "Let's talk about your relationship with Milo's father." He quickly changed the subject.

   "Would you say you have loving feelings for him?"

I sat there, a little unsure on how to answer before my mind fell into a flashback.