Dean Winchester x Hunter!Ex-girlfriend!Reader

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Can you lie next to her
And give her your heart, your heart
As well as your body
And can you lie next to her
And confess your love, your love
As well as your folly
And can you kneel before the king
And say I'm clean, I'm clean

Dean watched as you flirted with a cop for information, his chest constricting. He didn't like it when you had to flirt with other men for the sake of the job, but he bore it as something that had to happen. He would bottle up his feelings, and not tell you what was going on. It annoyed you, you wanted an open loving relationship, one where you could talk about your feelings to the hunter. The man you love. Dean's rage would come out whenever you weren't there he didn't want to scare you. You walked back to Dean, giving him a rundown of the information. He wrapped an arm around your shoulders and kissed your forehead. You both walked towards the impala. He wanted to tell you he loved you, but he didn't know how to get the words out.

Tell me now, where was my fault
In loving you with my whole heart
Oh tell me now, where was my fault
In loving you with my whole heart

"How was it my fault Dean?" You yelled at your boyfriend, you were in Bobby's car yard screaming at each other. "You went into a dangerous situation!"

"Isn't that what you do when you hunt?" Dean's eyes flashed with rage. "I was doing my job, Dean." Your voice dropped, Dean was still bristling with rage. "I don't want you hurt." He told you, "I don't want you hurt either, Dean. I am not some damsel in distress, I can take care of myself and others." Dean made a strangled noise in the back of his throat, you moved forwards cupping his jaw. "I am fine, I am a good hunter. I love you, Dean." He watched you, his eyes moving over your face taking in every detail before he took your hands removing them from his jaw and placing them back by your sides. He turned and stalked towards the house. Tears dripped silently down your cheeks.

A white blank page and a swelling rage, rage
You did not think when you sent me to the brink, to the brink
You desired my attention but denied my affections, my affections

Few months later, you had left Dean, Sam and Bobby's place. You couldn't take the way you felt in your relationship with Dean. You knew he loved you, but he just couldn't show very well. He was never any good at showing you his feelings. You loved him, you did. You couldn't imagine your life without him. You called him but hang up before the call could connect. "I love you, Dean."

Tell me now, where was my fault
In loving you with my whole heart
Oh tell me now, where was my fault
In loving you with my whole heart

You danced around the bar with Jo as Ellen kept an eye on the pair of you. Dean and Sam walked into the bar, Dean saw you but didn't move towards you. He walked to the bar and ordered a drink, Ellen gave him an evil look. He muttered under his breath hoping she wouldn't catch it, but she did. "I love her, and I couldn't tell her. I love her, and I didn't tell her. I lost her. I would have followed her anywhere Ellen."

Lead me to the truth and I will follow you with my whole life
Lead me to the truth and I will follow you with my whole life

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