JENLISA One More Try

#18 BROKEN

CHAPTER 18

BROKEN

Lisa was randomly watching the TV when a BREAKING NEWS appeared from DISPATCH revealing two idols who were spotted to be dating. To her surprise, it was Jennie and Kai of EXO. 

She couldn't believe it at first and was left dumbfounded. Questions started rushing to her mind without clear answers. She didn't know what to do. She wanted to confront Jennie but she knows she's not in the position to do that because they're not officially together. She wanted to call Jisoo and ask if she knows something about this or if Jennie mentioned this to her and just decided to keep it as a secret to her. Lastly, she thought of Chaeng but she couldn't think logically as well because of the pain that's starting to build up from her chest. She was struck. She was shattered. Little did she know, tears were already running down her cheeks as she was still looking for answers within herself. 

"When did it begin?"

"How did it even start?"

"How could she do this?"

"Is this even allowed?"

''Why do I feel this way?"

"I'm not supposed to be hurt."

"But... Why does it hurt so much?"

Clearly, her heart is torn apart. She was defenseless. All she wants that very moment was to disappear and go back to Bangkok to be with her family and her cats. She can't handle the pain alone. It was too much for her young heart. All the love that she's feeling for Jennie, all the happiness that it has brought her life, all the energy, all the smiles, she can't turn to those happy memories... She thinks it was all pretend.