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Gerard Way-Diary Pages

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Entry 57: 1/12

We moved into the new house today. It's okay. The wood floors of the stairs don't creek like at our last home. All the houses here look the same. I already hate it. The house on the right is the only one a shade darker than the rest. It's still brown and grey like the rest. What a sad, boring color scheme.

Entry 58: 1/13

There's a boy at the house to the right. I saw him on my walk. He had dark hair. I think it was black, or maybe, a super dark brown. He wore a jacket that was the same color. I think he was trying to hide from me. He stared at me. I waved at him, but he only looked like a deer in headlights before turning around and falling into a bush before he could even run. I'm not sure how to feel towards him.

Entry 59: 1/14

I start school today. My mother says it's a good school, but I'll be the judge of that.

Entry 60: 1/14

Gerard, his name is Gerard. I sat beside him in first period. I still don't know how to feel towards this boy. He seems very nervous. I think he may be embarrassed about yesterday. I told him I saw him staring at me.

Once again he looked like a deer in headlights. Gerard stuttered an apology. But I wasn't upset with him. Maybe I should've said that.

Entry 61: 1/14

I'm at lunch by myself. Gerard has a group of friends, but I like being alone.

Entry 62: 1/14

I saw him on my walk home. He had another boy beside him. I didn't pay much attention to them.

Gerard's in my fourth period. He had a friend to sit with. I'm pretty sure he was looking at me though. I could feel it. He's so strange.

My mother wants me to go with her to meet the neighbors. Lame. I don't know why she asks me things, she'll just make me go anyways.

Entry 63: 1/14

I saw Gerard. He has a younger brother, Mikey. That's who he was walking with. Gerard seemed nervous, but Mikey was very nice. Their home looks just like ours on the inside. It's so boring.

When I'm older, I'm never living in the suburbs.

Entry 64: 1/15

Gerard asked me to sit with his friends at lunch. His fingers shook as he asked. But I ignored the question and asked why he was so nervous. I think I freaked him out a bit. Weird boy.

He only shrugged, and asked again. I agreed, but soon regretted it. Frank, a short boy, began teasing us almost immediately. So, I left, and went back to my old spot. Gerard tried to get me to come back. I didn't want to. His short friend was annoying. I'm going to bed.

Entry 65: 1/15

Disregard my last sentence, someone is throwing things at my window. Will update later.

Entry 66: 1/16

It's 2am. But I must write tonight's events. Gerard threw rocks at my window. When I opened, we spoke briefly. He apologized about his friend. I accepted it, and came down to speak with him.

He wasn't as nervous tonight. Something felt different, but I didn't think too much of it. We went on a late night walk around town. He showed me all of his favorites places. We were very cold, but it was fun. I'm still very cold.

I've learned so much about this boy. He came home with me. We talked for hours. Now, I gaze back at him on my bed, asleep. He's so pretty. Why hadn't I noticed this before? His nose, mouth, and eyes. The way his hair lays against his skin. He's special.

He hates the suburbs like I do. Gerard's an artist, I could expect he'd find these streets as lame as I do. I must go back to bed, he's awoken and is trying to get me to join him on the bed. What a sweet, beautiful boy.

Entry 67: 1/16

School sucks. I was tired all day. But Gerard sat with me at lunch. No friends, just him and I. He's coming over later. We've already become so close. Some might say we're in love. I could see myself falling for this boy. But it's to early to say anything.

Entry 68: 1/16

I've become

Gerard was here! Hi Y/n! :P You looked really mad, and sound mad. Probably cuz I stole your journal. >:) I'm gonna draw Boba Fett and you can't do shit about it cuz I'm hiding in your bathroom!

Entry 69: 1/16

I don't think Gerard read anything. He didn't say anything. He's acting normal. Not as strange as he usually acts. I think he just wanted to write something. He went downstairs to grab snacks, and he actually went this time instead of tricking me to grab my journal.

Anyways, I've become more and more caring for this boy. I hope he sticks around. As I've said, I wouldn't mind falling in love with him.

Entry 70: 1/16

He fell asleep on my bed again. Adorable.

Entry 71: 1/17

I was right. People are teasing us at school. They think we're in love.

Entry 72: 1/17

Walking home with Gerard and Mikey is strange. I can tell Gerard wants to only be with me, but at the same time, doesn't want to leave his brother behind. The way he treats his brother is very sweet. He's always looking out for him.

Gerard is coming over in a few minutes. The short moments before I see him are always the most anxiety inducing. He's just, so, sweet.

Entry 73: 1/17

It's only been five days. Yet, I think I'm falling for him.

Entry 74: 1/18

School sucks ass. I hate it here. Only Gerard makes these days somewhat decent. I couldn't find my journal during lunch, but I found it again in my backpack when I got home. I think it was a ghost.

Gerard ignored me most of the day. I'm not sure why. He seemed so nervous seeing me. Like before. When he didn't know me. What did I do?

Entry 75: 1/18

Mikey told me that Frank stole my journal during lunch. He showed all those boys what I had written. I've never been so embarrassed. The ink runs as my tears drench the pages. I can't

Gerard's outside my door. Oh god.

Entry 76: 1/19

It's 3am. Gerard kissed me. We've been kissing all night. He said he felt the same way. That's why he was so nervous meeting me. Why he fell into that bush. He's fallen asleep, or at least, is trying to.

He's calling for me. My sweet Gerard.

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Ayyy this is kinda different from what I normally do. I thought it was kinda cute. Happy birthday Gerard :) hope you guys liked this. Boba fett drawing was done by me!! Have an epic day~peace out cheesebags