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Vincent

It has been three days since I sent that text to Vincent. So today is Wednesday July 22, 2015.

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Well, I just got my heart broken through a bunch of texts.

Didn't know that someone like Vincent would break my heart like that.

💬Rose💬

💬I'm sorry💬

💬There's just time where I just look out the window and wonder when I'll see you pass by💬

💬At those times, I wonder if we would ever come face to face and share the same breath again💬

💬Or if we missed the way we have embraced because it felt like time standing still and anything was possible💬

💬Or how everything he saw in her was magnificence💬

💬But that magnificence wasn't for him💬

💬No for how he will know what he's done💬

💬For he knows he can't change💬

💬Standing as clockwork laughs at his foreground💬

💬Rosie I can't have you💬

💬I admit the times I text I get scared💬

💬Scared that I might fall again into you💬

💬And that's not a bad thing💬

💬Because you are a girl of brilliance and is worth more than you think you are💬

💬However, 3 years ago there was already a girl who took that hand💬

💬And you say that you don't care, that it should be a Romeo and Juliet story💬

💬But I'm not Romeo, I am Vincent and you're not Juliet, you are Rose💬

💬For the story cannot be the same💬

💬Look, I care for you with all my heart but in the sense of me loving you, I have to let you go💬

💬I really still care for you but I can't continue to see you cry or wait for me and knowing I go out or do things with my girlfriend because I know how you feel about that💬

Honestly before this, things were going downhill between Vincent and I.

💬Can you forgive me?💬

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💭I don't know💭

Yesterday, I was taken🔒

Now I'm broken hearted🔓💔

💬I don't know💬

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💬I figured you would say that💬

💬Can you not?😣 Just don't😞💬

💬Okay I'm sorry😔💬

💬You should be😓💬

💬😓😓😓💬

💬😓😓😓💬

💭I need a shower.🚿💭

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💭Well, that didn't help at all.💭

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I have napped and I realized that I was crying in my sleep meaning that I had a nightmare.