TWENTY- THREE

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Chapter song: Apocalypse by cigarettes after sex.

I sat down in the toilet letting out a sigh. I used the bathroom flushing and standing up. I look in the mirror.

God what am I doing.

I put my hand over my mouth and the other on my hip.

I'm literally cheating. What is wrong with me. I feel so guilty.

"Kie? Someone's calling you." Colby yells. I wipe my face, letting out another sigh as I open the door. I walk out, I grabbed my pants off the floor putting them on. I pick up my phone.

Cameron. I can't keep ignoring him.

"Hey" I pick up the phone.

"Hey babe, what's up you've been kinda distant."

"Oh Uhm, I've been kinda busy with work." I say.

"I thought you took a week break?"

"Yeah, I did but I just decided to go back." I sat in Colby's bed he looked at me, giving me the look to do it. I nod

"Hey Uhm, We need to talk" my voice shook as I was nervous, I've never had to do this before.

"Can we do it later, the boys are begging me to come back and play the game."

"Oh, yeah."

"Okay cool, I'll talk to you later."

"By-" the phone hung up. I let out a small breath.

I put my face in my hands, as a tear fell down my face. "Hey, woah, are you okay?" Colby grabbed my shoulder.

"No, I don't know what I'm doing Colby, Im cheating, and I feel like I'm a horrible person." I cry.

"Well Cameron's a prick." Colby pulled me into a hug.

"That doesn't make it right." I pull away.

"Shit now I feel bad, I'm sorry I shouldn't have gone down on you like that." Colby sat next to me.

I take my face from my hands. "No no no, it's fine, I liked it and I gave you consent. I just think I made the wrong choice, that's all." I made eye contact with Colby.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"I think I made the wrong choice of doing it to early, you know what I mean. We meet what a week ago?" I look down.

Colby grabs my chin wiping the tear from my cheek.  "Then we can slow down, we can stop doing what we're doing and kissing and all that until your ready."

"Well I never said we had to stop kissing, I just said we moved a little to fast with what we just did." I smile kissing his lips gently. He pulls away smiling with his teeth. I laugh.

"I'm sorry." I apologize.

"Why?" He ask interlocking his hand with mine.

"About crying, and Cam, I should've been done with him by now." I explain.

"Baby, don't worry bout it, don't apologize for crying, your aloud to express your emotions. And that Cameron, I understand you need time, this is new to you." Colby kissed my hand. 

I pull him into a hug, hugging him tightly. He end up on top of me, he kissed me forehead. I smiled.

"What did you just call me?" I asked.

"I have no clue what your talking about." He laughed, kissing my neck in a sweet, ticklish kinda way. I let out a laugh pushing his head away.

"I gotta get ready to head home. Before it gets to late."

Colby stood up grabbing my hand helping me up.

I grab my shoes sitting back down on Colby bed, I put them on my feet. I felt my foot being lifted, Colby put it on his knee tying it. "You don't have to do all that now." I smiled up at him.

"I want to." He grabs my other foot tying my shoe.

I stood up fixing up his bed a little. "Thank you" a smile never left my face.

"All right let's go before my parents get home and try to make you stay for dinner." Colby chuckled.

"Damn, don't want me to have dinner with your family, I see how it is." I joke. He shakes his head leading me out his room out to his car.
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lil sweet but sad chapter for y'all.

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