𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝗼𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐢𝗺𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

𝕓𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕙𝕖 ♫ 𝕛𝕠𝕟𝕒𝕙 𝕞𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕤

It wasn't supposed to end this way.
We were supposed to be in love forever.
We were supposed to be together forever.
But that's not how the story went.
We were in love.
He told me he was going on tour.
I was so happy for him and so proud of him.
But right before he left, we got into an argument.
And he left for tour while we were in a fight.
And we haven't talked since.
And i'm a mess.
Because i'm still so deeply in love with him.
It kills me to say I'm fine because what I really mean to say is that he's my all and more. Every single thing I know, he taught me.
He taught me how to love.

♡

I threw my textbook down and rolled over on the couch, tears threatening to fall.
I didn't want to work. I didn't want to shower or eat. I didn't want to go out with friends. I most definitely didn't want to meet anyone knew.
I had lost my motivation to live.
Ever since Jonah and I fought, I let myself completely fall apart.
I started to sob into the couch, not caring anymore.
That was until I heard keys jingling and my apartment door opening.
I looked up and almost choked on air.
There he was.
I shot up off the couch, but froze afterwards.
I didn't know what to do or say, so I just stood there, frozen, tears rolling down my cheeks.
Until he ran forward, wrapping his arms tightly around me.
I started crying harder into his chest, tears of sadness and happiness. Having his arms around me was something that i've craved since the day he left.
"Shhh, don't cry," I heard him whisper.
His voice cracked and I could tell that he was crying too.
I looked up, our lips instantly connecting.
"I'm so sorry that I left things like that. It was the biggest mistake of my life," he said, holding me tighter.
"Jonah, don't apologize, it was all my fault. I started the argument, I'm so so so sorry," I cried.
"No, no it was my fault too," he said.
"no-"
He cut me off.
"You know what? Who cares, it's in the past. We're here now, and that's all that matters," He said.
"You're right. Jonah, you're my all and more. You taught me how to love," I said.
Jonah smiled and wiped the tears from my cheeks.
"Wait, aren't you supposed to be on tour?" I asked.
"Yea, but i'm staying with you up until the show. I can't leave you now," he said, kissing my head.
"I love you, Jonah," I whispered, leaning up to kiss his cheek.
"I love you more."

♫

Breathe - Lauv

"𝚒'𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚞𝚕 𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚠 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚎"