Poisonous Love. [EDITING]

one

AALIYAH

"what the hell you say?"
he said flicking on the lighter in his hand as the flames went up and lit his blunt.

he knew i didn't like when he smoked in my car.
but he didn't care.
he never cared.

about what i said,about what i wanted or about me in general.
he only cared about what i did,and if he was satisfied with it or not.
and clearly right now he was not satisfied.

"i wanna break up"
i tried to speak up more.
he was mad.i could tell.
i mean i knew he would be but i didn't know to what extent.

"i just feel like,you know, you're busy and i'm busy too and it's just not working right now and i-"

"who the fuck do you think you are"
he interrupted.
shit.
"i didn't ask what you wanted bitch.
i run this relationship so i call the fucking shots you understand"
he yelled.

i sunk in my seat as he pointed at me.
"i don't wanna start nothing i just thought-"

"well think again bitch,ok you don't get a say in this relationship,travis does"

he said blowing smoke out of his mouth laughing
"you know right now you're you're really testing me and you're fucking with me and you think this shit is funny don't you?"

i shook my head vigorously as he looked at me.
"no i-i don't think it's funny i just i-"

"you what? you thought you were gonna call me up in here and break up with me and that was gonna be it,huh"
i kept my mouth open having no words to say.

"speak bitch"
he leaned over the console hitting the side of my face with force before sitting back in his seat.

i held my face with both my hands,trying to cool down the pain but it wasn't working.

"start the car"
he said keeping his eyes forward.
i could feel my eyes watering as i slowly lifted my head

"start the fucking car aaliyah!"
i twisted the keys before putting the car in drive and continuing forward.

the pain on the right side of my face was only getting worse and i was starting to lose vision in my left eye.
"where do you want me to go"

i asked softly trying to calm him down.
he took a long drag before pointing at the interstate in front of us.

"get on the highway,we're leaving"
i drove into the highway before looking back and forth between him and the road.

"what do you mean?"
i said trying to keep my eyes on the road.

it was raining and it was dark.
darker than usual.
"i mean what the fuck i said,we're leaving"
he nodded.

"you think you're gonna run from me and go out and find somebody else to fuck you?"

i shook my head looking at him as tears slid down my face
"no i didn't mean it like that i just-"