[BL] Natural Disaster Apocalypse | ✓

Chapter 6

It has been more than a week since the smog. When Qinhuai left, the means of transportation had basically stopped. At the beginning, self-driving was fine, but later some expressways were closed. Qinhuai had no choice but to keep detours. He walked for more than a week with an hour-long plane distance. He was not very hungry all the way, but he was full of bread and biscuits. He hadn't eaten warm food for so long. He quickly drank a bowl of noodles and even the soup. .

Mu Nan, who was looking down at the phone, said when Qin Huai put down the bowl, "There's still more in the kitchen."

Qin Huai said: "Enough, it's too late, there's no need to eat too much."

Seeing that Qin Huai stopped eating, Mu Nan didn't say anything more. Although he had been looking for Qin Huai since his rebirth, but now that Qin Huai was in front of him, he didn't know how to face it. At this time in the previous life, his first reaction when he saw Qin Huai might be to cry, or maybe to scold, but it was more of joy and intimacy, rather than a bewildered silence like now.

After all, it's different. After a lifetime and a death, some things have been suppressed too deeply, and it's not so easy to let them out.

Qin Huai saw that Mu Nan kept his back to him, so he simply sat on the bed, stretched out his hand and turned Mu Nan around: "Nan Nan, let's talk."

Mu Nan couldn't help picking at the phone case with her fingers, and bowed her head in silence.

Qin Huai said: "Are you short of money?"

Mu Nan subconsciously looked up at Qin Huai, then quickly turned her head away without saying a word.

Qin Huai stretched out his hand and rubbed his head, because the cut was too short, it was not as fluffy as before, and it was a bit sticky, but this kind of substantive touch after many years still made Qin Huai feel a little bit happier, because Mu Nan didn't resist his movements, probably seeing that Mu Nan didn't resist so much, Qin Huai's tense heart relaxed a little, and then he said: "Wang Xiaoli said you were looking for me, you were looking for me everywhere, what happened? "

Wang Xiaoli is the class monitor of Qinhuai High School, but the relationship is quite ordinary. After all, he went abroad before finishing high school, and the connection between them is only in the same high school group. Not long ago, Wang Xiaoli suddenly sent him a message, saying that Mu Nan was everywhere. When he was looking for him, he came back in a hurry, but he was stranded at the airport due to the thick fog. He waited anxiously all night. After the thick fog cleared, there was a smog that could not go away. He couldn't wait any longer and drove directly. return. At the end of the car, there was no place to refuel. He finally came back on his bicycle with his bag on his back.

Mu Nan looked up at him, although his expression was calm, but his eyes were a little red: "If I don't look for you, will you never come back in this life?"

Qin Huai's eyes gradually darkened: "I said that I will definitely come back."

Mu Nan really wanted to say, you also said that you would not leave, but he has grown up, and he doesn't take things for granted like when he was a child, so he swallowed this subconscious rebuttal, and asked calmly: "If I don't look for you, when do you plan to come back?"

A bit of struggle flashed in Qin Huai's eyes: "When I think you still need me."

Mu Nan took a deep breath, and said in a cold voice, "Then you are not afraid that if you leave, one day I will die somewhere you don't know, and even if you regret it, you will never have the chance to see me again?"

Qin Huai's complexion sank: "You're talking nonsense, don't curse yourself."

Mu Nan pushed Qin Huai away, turned his back to him and lay down, and began to feel wronged in his heart, what did he mean when he felt that he was still needed, he obviously, since he was a child, never needed him.