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Ninety three

I groaned loudly. "Quincyyy why do I miss Vanessa?"

He raised a brow. "Ummm...Because she's your girlfriend?"

I rolled my eyes. "Oh really? I didn't know."

"Well don't ask dumb ass questions then," he chuckled. "I have a question though."

"Oh no-"

"Who was that wet nap about?"

My heart raced.

Oh shit was I talking in my sleep.

"What?"

"You know what I'm talking about," he leaned forward. "That nap you just woke up from, after moaning and clawing at the pillow."

I huffed and sat up. "Rihanna-"

"Bullshit."

I smacked my lips. "It's none of your business."

He hummed. "So Jasmine then?"

I chuckled. "What made you jump to that conclusion?"

He shrugged. "If it was Vanessa you would've just said so however, you won't say who it was so the only other option is Jasmine."

"What if it was you?"

He bit his lip and raised a brow. "Was it? Because we can get nasty right now I mean, Travis is at school."

I chuckled and rubbed my hand down my face. "Both."

He raised a brow. "Ohh so threesome?"

"No no, I was having sex with my girlfriend and then...She turned into Jasmine."

"Ohhh shit dude," he clapped. "That means you want Jasmine-"

"No that's not what it means. I just can't get that damn kiss out of my head-"

"Because you want her-"

"Because I feel guilty."

He scoffed. "For what? You didn't kiss Jasmine back."

"I also didn't push her away."

"You were shocked."

"But I liked it."

He grimaced. "Okay yeah, you won."

I chuckled and looked down. "I would love to fall out of love with Jasmine."

He tilted his head. "Where'd that come from?"

I leaned back and shook my head. "It's just..."

"What?"

"How is it possible to love someone sooo much?"

He smiled. "There's this thing called a soulmate-"

"No, no way."

He shrugged. "Just a theory."

I nodded. "Right."

We both sat in silence for a few minutes.

Yeah, I love her a lot but, soulmate? I would never believe that. If she was my soulmate I wouldn't have feelings for Vanessa right?

I would love her so much that no one would be able to compare but, Vanessa does compare.

"Vanessa does compare."

He raised a brow. "Yeah? How?"

"Well, their different but, the way Vanessa makes me feel does compare to the way Jasmine makes me feel."