Smile

Ninety four

Jasmines POV

"I love you soooo much," I kissed Zion. "Both of you," I sighed as I watched them both sleep. "And I'm sooo sorry." Leaning back I nodded and wiped away the tear that rolled down my cheek.

Okay Jazzy, let's stop thinking about that time.

I walked over to my vanity and looked down at the box that's been calling my name since Christmas. I haven't read the note Y/n wrote for me when she was sixteen because...I don't know.

Slowly opening the box I pulled out the note and smiled softly at the memories.

"Okay Jazzy," Y/n sat up on my bed. "You're leaving me soon so, I thought of an idea."

I sat across from her as we both crossed our legs. I smiled at her puffy eyes after a night of us both crying and nodded. "What do you have in mind?"

She bit her lip and reached down grabbing a notebook and a pen. "Let's write notes to read in the future when we're missing each other."

I watched as she opened the notebook and ripped out two pages before handing one to me along with a pen. "This paper is so small, we're going to write everything we ever wanted to say to each other but never did on this?" I chuckled grabbing the pen from her hand. "Why don't we just say it now?"

Y/n shrugged and smiled softly...

That smile I fell in love with...and the smile I'm still in love with.

..."Well...Maybe I'm not brave enough to say it all to you."

I tilted my head. "What are you hiding Dino?"

She blushed and rolled her eyes as she grabbed another pen. "I told you to stop calling me that."

I rolled my eyes. "But it's cute."

"Whatever," she chuckled softly. "Just write."

"Fine, buzzkill," I hummed. "Can I use a pencil?"

"No!" She shook her head. "We have to use a pen or else you'll be able to erase and I want this to be...authentic."

I chuckled and looked down at the page. "Weirdo."

I sat on my chair and unfolded the note.

Dear Jazzy,
Hi, right now I'm sitting across from you as I write this note. You might be reading this a week from now...maybe a year or two. If it is that far into the future I hope we found our way back to each other. If you don't remember where you went, your parents are moving and you're going with sadly. Since I write big I can't really say a lot before I'm out of room on this paper so...

Straight to the point first, I'm so in love with you and personally, I might never stop loving you- at least I hope I don't. I'm not really familiar with 'love' unless it's from my mom, baby brother, or Quincy however, your love is...different? It was kind of love at first eye roll. Remember when we first met? You immediately hit me with that feisty attitude I love so much.

Anyways, I'm pretty sure you already know how I feel for you I mean, I know myself that I can't stop staring at you and I hope that didn't seem creepy but, your beautiful. Second, I want to thank you for being here for me. After you found out about what my dad does you went crazy and that showed me how much you care no matter how mean you act.

I'm sad your leaving because who's going to hold me at night when I run away from home? Who's going to give me those fucking chills? Who's going to make my heart race like you do?