A/n: A Rant

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Hey everyone. 


This is gonna be a rant so if you don't want to read, feel free to skip this but if you do, thank you. 


I know I haven't updated. 


I'm sorry. 


I'm just in a lot of pain, a lot of mood swings, and most of all I feel useless and weak. 


Surgery is hard, I know that, but for me, I'm used to being independent and unfortunately stubborn. 


My parents are helping in everyway possible and I love them for it. But I really hate this. 


I hate feeling useless, weak, in pain, and most of all, lazy. 


It also doesn't help that no one can relate and I feel like a piece of trash. 


Its only been five days since my surgery but it feels longer. 


I know it's gonna be a long road to recovery and feeling normal again but then school is gonna come crashing down on me after my "recovery days" are over which is April first. 


I know you all don't have to read what I write and could easily stop at anytime. 


I am so thankful that you all are so supportive even if I'm the worst at updating. 


If any of you have any advice, please leave a comment. 


Thank you for reading, I really appreciate it. 


Bye for now. 

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