see you later // Pablo Gavi

Chapter 52

~ Author's Note ~

There's like one or two censored swears. At least one. Not very many, though.

This is just kind of a lighthearted, Barcelona guys, friend, texting, Pedri, phone call chapter. Not like I'll be pouring any tough stuff on you. Don't worry. Likely won't be much romance, either. Just a fun chapter. They're necessary sometimes, too.

𝑰'𝒎 𝒕𝒖𝒈𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒂𝒊𝒓. 𝑰'𝒎 𝒑𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒔. 𝑰'𝒎 𝒕𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒌𝒆𝒆𝒑 𝒎𝒚 𝒄𝒐𝒐𝒍. 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒘𝒔. 𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒕. 𝑴𝒚 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒆𝒌𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒓𝒆𝒅. 𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅. 𝑰'𝒎 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒏𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒐𝒖𝒔, 𝒕𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒇𝒆𝒄𝒕, 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒉 𝒊𝒕. 𝑰𝒇 𝑰 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒔𝒂𝒚 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒂𝒚, 𝑰'𝒅 𝒔𝒂𝒚 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒚, 𝒃𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕. 𝑨𝒎 𝑰 𝒔𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒆𝒛𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒕𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕? 𝑰𝒇 𝑰 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒔𝒂𝒚 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒆𝒆, 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒈𝒐 𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒐𝒏 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒆. 𝑴𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒚. 𝑮𝒖𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝑰'𝒎 𝒘𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒚.

I realise how addicted I am to him. I didn't realise it, until I do. I need him, and I hope it's not unhealthy, although I suspect it is...

For three weeks, Barcelona has been gone, away at matches, and although I call and text, I miss him so much. That's the thing about dating him. He has to be away so much, because of his career. It is a career that forces him to travel. To be away. From me.

I am in a groupchat with the Barca boys, and on this night, it was just a game, and I lay in bed, reading their texts.

𝖫𝖾𝗐𝗒:
𝖭𝗂𝖼𝖾 𝗃𝗈𝖻 𝗍𝗈𝗇𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝖻𝗈𝗒𝗌!

𝖯𝖾𝖽𝗋𝗂:
𝗎 𝗀𝗎𝗒𝗌 𝗐𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗀𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗍! 𝗇𝗂𝖼𝖾 𝗃𝗈𝖻, 𝗀𝖺𝗏𝗂, 𝖽𝖾𝗆𝖻𝖾𝗅𝖾, 𝗋𝖺𝗉𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗁𝖺

𝖬𝖾:
𝖣𝗂𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖾 3 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆 𝗌𝖼𝗈𝗋𝖾?

𝖠𝗇𝗌𝗎:
𝖲𝗁𝖾𝖾𝗌𝗁 𝖾𝗆𝖻𝖾𝗋 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖽𝗂𝖽𝗇'𝗍 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗇 𝗐𝖺𝗍𝖼𝗁 𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗀𝖺𝗆𝖾? 😭😭😭

𝖬𝖾:
𝗈𝗆𝗀 𝗌𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗒 𝖨 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝖠𝖳 𝖶𝖮𝖱𝖪 𝖺𝗇𝗌𝗎!!! 𝖨 𝗐𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝖽𝗂𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗌𝖾𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗀𝗎𝗒𝗌 𝗉𝗅𝖺𝗒!!!

𝖲𝖾𝗋𝗀𝗂𝗈:
𝖸𝗈𝗎 '𝗐𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝖽𝗂𝖾𝖽'? 𝖳𝗁𝖺𝗍'𝗌 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗉𝗋𝖾𝗍𝗍𝗒 𝗌𝗍𝗋𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀...

𝖬𝖾:
𝖲𝖧𝖴𝖳 𝖴𝖯 𝖡𝖴𝖲𝖰𝖴𝖤𝖳𝖲 𝖨𝖳'𝖲 𝖧𝖸𝖯𝖤𝖱𝖡𝖮𝖫𝖤!!!

𝖳𝗈𝗋𝗋𝖾:
𝖦𝗎𝗒𝗌 𝗌𝗁𝖾'𝗌 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝗎𝗉𝗌𝖾𝗍 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽𝗇𝗍 𝗌𝖾𝖾 𝖦𝖺𝗏𝗂 𝗌𝖼𝗈𝗋𝖾... 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍'𝗌 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝖽𝗂𝖾𝖽 𝖿𝗈𝗋, 𝗅𝗂𝗍𝖾𝗋𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒. 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝖽𝗂𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗌𝖾𝖾 𝖦𝖠𝖵𝖨 𝗌𝖼𝗈𝗋𝖾