Sarina (Chapter 46)🔞

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I can't believe I actually said it! Oh my gosh!

We went back to watching T.V as if nothing happened. I'm a nervous wreck!

In movies people don't like ask, they just do it. Ugh, I'm such a geek aren't I?! Why did I ask? Wait...maybe it's okay since we aren't dating. I mean, how is he supposed to know what's on my mind anyway? We said we needed to have open communication. 

Yeah...asking is fine...I did good...right? 

Oh no! 

He's quiet! 

He's been quiet for a while. 

Oh no! What did I do?!

My mind is going a billion miles an hour, panicking about how I messed up big time. I wonder if this was all a mistake, I mean, he just wants to hang out with me during his time off and I just had to go ahead and drop this on him.

"Javi...", I finally built up the courage to say.

He turned his head to look at me.

"Hm?"

"I made this so awkward, didn't I?"

"What, no way!"

"No I did, I really messed this up...gosh...I'm so stupid-", I said as I let my head fall into my hands.

He put his hand on my shoulder.

"Sarina stop! One, you're not stupid and two you didn't mess anything up."

I lifted my head up.

"I just thought..."

"Stop jumping to conclusions...I was really taken off guard by this but not in a bad way. Like, I fought hard not to think about you like that and now you've asked me to do it with you...it's a lot to think about. I want to make it special and this apartment isn't really ideal. I don't have all the skills in the book. I don't want you to hate it."

"How can I hate it Javi...I'm afraid you'll hate me and that I'll be boring because I have absolutely zero skills...I don't even watch that stuff...I don't know anything. Sometimes I feel like I don't even kiss you right but you say you enjoy it because maybe you don't want to hurt my feelings..."

I caught Javi's hurt expression from the corner of my eye.

"Is that really what goes through your mind", he asked in a sad tone.

I looked at him, I didn't mean it like that.

"Sometimes...", I said as I looked down at my knees.

He let out a sigh.

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