Contemplation

Her

I want too touch you
I want to tell you everything deep inside me
I can't
Not with her on your mind
I see it in the darkness of your eyes
As you say you're okay
I try to ask why
But I already know the answer
I try to comfort you
To be better
But the truth is I'll never be her
I won't be the girl you dedicated years of your life too
The one who hurt you
Who tore you apart
I can see the questions in the way you move
How you can't handle anything more right now
But you still kiss me
My mind is spiraling
I'm confused
And lost
I am falling into something unknown
But I know I shouldn't
Because even with her gone
She's still there
Standing beside me
The only woman you really want
Not me
Her