I wish I didn't feel any sadness but I do.
It gnaws at me and spreads poison across my delicate skin.
I think I miss you but it's really only the idea of love that I want.
I tried to find it in you but all I found was a boy, no man.
Arms that encased and trapped me.
A mouth that spat words which cracked me.
Hands that gripped me and tore at me until I had enough and realized I couldn't fix what was already so broken.
I couldn't do anything if you didn't want to get better.
I deserved more than hateful words and cuts and bruises that littered my soft skin.
I was gold and you were a furnace.
Too much heat and I would become hot putty in your hands which you could mold into anything of your choosing.
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