The thought of seeing him again makes my heart plummet
I hurt him and I didn't mean too
A childhood friend who I couldn't love no matter how he loved me
I wanted to apologize
I didn't want too lose him as a friend
but I fear its too late
as he doesn't talk to me
as he avoids me
I gnaw at my nails and bounce my legs
I want to scream I'm sorry
but the truth is I have said it more times than I probably should have
and actions speak louder than words
but how do I show that I didn't mean for this to happen that I still care even if its not in the same way
I'm beating myself up over this but there is nothing that I can do besides wish that you would love someone and not me who doesn't know if she can ever love.
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