I messed up
So bad
When we were over
I tried to be with someone else
It makes me want to curl into myself and disappear knowing that I hurt youYou know what I did
I shared a bed with a stranger
I want to sob
I did
I amI just wanted to wash away the reality of never having you
Of never telling you how deeply you have rooted yourself into my heart
But the thing is I did
And I don't think you can ever forgive me
Even though you answered with kindness
You blamed yourself
You said you had your shot and you lost it
No
I'm still here
I still want you
But I've hurt you and I can hear it in the silence and the change in your voice
And I wish I could rewrite all of my mistakes because it's only you
No one else
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