Contemplation

The buzzing in my head

Do you ever feel so empty

But so full of the emptiness?

I don't know how to explain it

You can't do the things you enjoyed as much anymore

You don't have the energy

It's not because you don't want too

You don't necessarily feel sad but you also sort of do

You're stuck in the Constance of life

Everything feels overwhelming

But it's so overwhelming that there is a numbness to the emotion

A part of me feels like when my brain clicks and figures out why I feel like this

I will break apart into little fragments

I don't understand it, honestly

I've done all of the run of the mill things

Journaling

Exercising

Talking some about it

What else is there too do but drown in my own unknowing...