Why is it that after being with someone and feeling what I was missing out on
Seeing people together when I have no one
Hurts
A ton
I feel like someone is ripping at my insides and laughing, shoving in my face the things I can't have
Maybe it's because I miss the feeling of being wanted
Of being touched
And missed
I hope that someday I find someone who can cure me of this feeling
But as for now it will come and go as I see my friends hug their other halves and curl their limbs together
Smiles spreading across their faces
While I sit alone
Clutching a pillow
Smiling when they see me
So they don't know
That my hurt clutches
And I swallow hard to keep from crying
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