Contemplation

Allow the feelings

Allowing yourself to feel is a good thing

I know it is
But deep inside I feel agony

My heart feels like it's being held and crushed

My eyes feel like they could water the earth for a century

My body aches

I'm tired

I feel alone... and not

I miss so much

So many things

People

I'm going to power through it

I can

I will

I want to be better

Better than them

To spread light and bury the darkness

With time I wish to do so