There are some instances in life that I don't ever want to relive
So when I'm asked about them I have noticed I shut down
I deny I felt any pain
I deny it happened
My body tenses
A mental wall forms
I shrug nonchalantly and laugh at what they suggest happened
I know, I know healing takes time and some of those memories I just don't want to relive
Not yet
Maybe never
I don't know but I'll figure it out just stop trying to pry it out of me
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