I miss you
I wonder how many poems I will write about you
I sometimes hear your voice in the songs you used to sing
I miss you
Do you sing in heaven?
Do you miss us?
Is that something you can do after you die?
Miss someone?
I drive your car
I kept your guitar picks
Your guitars are gathering dust in a cabinet
Likely out of tune after almost half a decade
I have the one you gave me
Small enough for me
Not to big
Just right
It reminds me of oak
I tried to play it years ago
I keep telling myself that I will pick it up
Pull it out of the case that it lays in and play it
But it hurts
I wish it didn't
Such a beautiful thing music is
But the guitar for some reason feels like it belongs to a ghost
Not you
But myself
The young innocent girl I was before you died
I feel like I don't deserve to play it
I'm older now
I feel unworthy
I am not the person you used to know
Merely a shadow of the child you raised
I miss you
Maybe one day in my dreams you can stop by and play me a tune
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