How can it be that I could feel his lips on mine when he was gone.
The once warm touch of his now left me cold and numb.
At least some days.Other days his touch lit a fire beneath me, and rage spilled from me at the realization of what time I had wasted on him.
The way that as soon as I pointed out how he was treating me he became cooler than ice. His face knew no emotion, his mouth forgot to speak and he would turn and walk away.
When I had finally realized I wasn't being treated right and had addressed it he took his shoes and walked out of the door without uttering a word.
I stood at the window watching silently thinking maybe he would come back even though I already knew he wouldn't.
My body shook from the hurt.
I closed my eyes and covered my mouth in an attempt to muffle the sob that left me.
Another followed and another until I couldn't contain the sound.
That day I wrapped my arms around myself, hugging my body. I realized that it was only I who could love myself the way I deserved. Not him or any other man, me.
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