You know you're losing it when your room is dirty
When your car hasn't been cleaned out in a week
When taking a shower takes so much energy
When the thought of cleaning and trying is overwhelming
When you're disgusted by the thought of food
When your eyes have deep purple bags under them
When you're changing and you finally notice but you can't muster the energy to do anything about
But the one thing good is that when you finally do have the energy to do these things again
To put on makeup
To braid your hair
To look nice for work
You realize the battle you have fought
And that you finally made it too the other side
And maybe you won
But for some of us it's a repetitive process to win and then fall back into the trap and pray next time you can still win...eventually no matter how long it takes
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Contemplation
PoetryPoems to feed your soul Some old and new Be wary that the content is raw and open
