Contemplation

He Forgave Me?

I'm awake thinking about you.

I didn't expect you to forgive me.

You have such a kind and understanding heart.

If I were in your shoes I don't think I would have forgiven me.

It's like a weight has been lifted that I didn't know was there.

I'm so grateful but nervous for what the future holds that I can't sleep.

My eyes are heavy but my heart is beating as fast as the thoughts soaring through my head.

I keep questioning myself.

Am I good enough to be in your life.

Should I have left everything be.

I don't know why I think of these things because it's not as if I could change them.

Thank you for accepting my brokenness humbly and softly, letting me breath, telling me the truth.

I hurt you but that you understand.

I am sorry for that.

I will probably be apologizing for a long time for that.