Sterek one-shots

Sterek Playlist #1

Okay, so I came up with this idea to do a 'Sterek Playlist' where I take 2-3 of my song fics and put them into one update. I don't know if it's something I'm going to continue but here's the first attempt. Tell me what you think of it and whether or not you want me to continue these.

I Won't Lie- Go Radio

Four in the morning and I'm sober walking through the rain

It doesn't matter where I'm going everywhere's the same
Cold dark room
I've put myself into

Derek pushed himself out of the chair he'd spent the last four hours sitting in. The rest of the pack didn't bother trying to stop him as they knew it would just make things worse. He walked down the street ignoring the fact that it was down pouring and he was drenched in seconds.

You were a window to a world that I could never know
And asked for every piece of me and so I let you go
Way too soon
Now I'm back to my cold dark room

Derek smiled as he thought about everything that had been going so damn well up until recently. The pack was in such a good place, the nemeton wasn't drawing in anything to attack, everything was calm. But, it's all his fault.

If I could take it all back
I could make it all right
You could be the best part of my life
I can tell you all night that I wanna be
The man I'm supposed to be
That...

The wolf cringed thinking back to what had happened not that long ago. He kept asking himself over and over 'Why? Why did I have to pick a fight? He would've been fine.' The scene kept replaying in his head.

"What's your fucking issue!?" Stiles yelled grabbing Derek's arm.

Derek laughed harshly. "You. You're my issue, Stiles!" He yelled. "You always try to do things you're incapable of doing and the rest of us have to fucking fix your mistakes! We always have to take care of you! You're a pain in the ass!"

I won't lie
I've waited a million hours just to say that
I will die if you leave me
You are the way my heart beats
You are the words my tongue speaks
And I will die if you leave me

Derek felt his chest tighten and the tears finally break their way through as he stopped walking. He let out a strangled cry, clenching his hands into fists feeling his claws digging into his palms. He screamed before collecting himself and making his way back.

I know you've heard a thousand words that took your breath away
A million melodies that never got the notes to say
What they mean
I promised you everything

Scott pulled the other into a hug as soon as he walked through the door.

"Scott, I'm fine." Derek replied hugging the other back.

"I'm not." He answered. "And you're a terrible liar."

If I could take it all back
I could make it all right
You could be the best part of my life
I can tell you all night that I wanna be
The man I'm supposed to be
That...

I won't lie
I've waited a million hours just to say that
I will die if you leave me
You are the way my heart beats
You are the words my tongue speaks
And I will die if you leave me