Survive [Larry Stylinson]

Chapter 43.

Niall and I spend the day shopping. Ellie's birthday is coming up so he wanted my help to find her the perfect gift. As we walk around town trying our best to find something, I gradually begin asking Niall questions about Louis. Niall is not as much help as I hoped he would be. He just keeps telling me that I should ask Louis these questions. Doesn't he understand that I can't? He doesn't tell me anything.

We go through every single store and buy several stuff for ourselves, but for Ellie? Nothing. It's Niall's fault to be honest. He's so picky with every suggestion I have. Apparently he doesn't want to buy her jewerely cause it's too expensive, and he doesn't want to buy her clothes either cause he feels like she has too much already. So never the less we end up in the female underwear section in H&M. He decides to buy her some sexy lingerie. As he walks around trying to find the color he finds most attractive I end up looking myself. Why am I even looking I ask myself. I'm a guy and my boyfriend is a guy... There's literally no point in buying lingerine. There's no way Louis would ever consider wearing it anyway.

"Buy it" Niall says when he notices the hot pink pair of panties in my hand. I clear my throat.

"What? No I was just looking..." I defend with flushed cheeks. Niall chuckles. It doesn't take long for him to talk me into buying it. I'm easily persuated so even though I know I probably won't dare to ever use it, I still buy it. He kept telling me why not so I was easily convinced.

Time passes and not too long after I find myself at home looking through Louis' xbox games. I hardly ever play videogames but after shopping with Niall, I came home to an empty apartment. Louis is out working and I am bored to death. So why not try out a game or two? I look at all his game cases but they don't seem appealing at all. Football games and action games. Not really my style. At last I come across this game called Dead Or Alive. It is a fighting game that me and my sister used to play as children. Although we had like the first game ever. The one Louis has is the fifth, which makes it even more exciting.

Before putting the game on I decide to get into some comfortable clothes and get my self a beverage. I grab a beer and place it on the table in front of the sofa. I then walk into the bedroom and get out of my uncomfortable tight black skinny jeans. I look through my clothes and sigh. None of the clothes I own are remotely as comfortable as Louis'. I don't even know why that is. So of course I end up searching through his wardrobe. I end up taking a grey sweatshirt of his with the caption "Game over" printed on it in black. I could not have found a more suitable shirt for this occasion. I put it on and the fabric is just so soft, and I am overwhelmed with the familiar scent of Louis.

I then decide to quickly unpack my shopping bags before playing cause it looks so messy that they're on the bed. This is when I realize how much I actually bought today. Louis will kill me. He always tells me that I should spend my money carefully, even though he spends all his money on alcohol and cigarettes. But I don't regret it. I've got myself an entirely new wardrobe. I think it's time for me to change up my looks a little bit. I have so many new things. Shirts, jackets, jeans, shoes and..... The panties. I sigh as I look at the worst purchase of the day. I feel so stupid looking at it. How will I ever be able to pull it off anyway? I'm too fat for sexy underwear... Especially women's underwear.... I need to see what it looks like at least, right? What if it doesn't even fit? I have to try it on.

A minute later I'm standing in front of the tall mirror in Louis' bedroom. I begin laughing at my own reflection. This looks so silly. Weirdly enough, it fit perfectly. But it's hot pink and I look so pale with it on. What the actual fuck am I doing with my life? Although I have to admit they're really really comfortable. I mean, god, the silk feels so soft. I turn to the clock on the wall. Louis won't be home for another hour. Guess I can enjoy having it on until then.

Moments later I'm sitting on the couch in the hot pink panties and Louis' grey sweater. I have honestly never worn anything this comfortable before. I feel like an entirely new person. I know it sounds silly, but I really do. I mean, come on! Here I am wearing this, drinking beer and playing videogames! It's like the opposite of anything I thought I was. Sure I drink, but I've never really liked the taste of beer until like now. And this videogame is incredible! It's just as I remembered it but even better! Since this is the fifth, it has so much better graphics and new improved characters. It's really great.

"What the actual fuck? Harry?"

I hear Louis voice exclaim. My entire body stiffens. Oh my god.