Thoughts

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I sit up quickly unaware of where I am.

I look around at my surroundings and remember I'm on the train.

On the way to the Capitol, somewhere where my nightmares will haunt me more.

I start to breath more easily once I realise willow and noah are here.

Safe with me where I need them to be.

I'm just about to check for Peeta when I feel strong arms make their way around me.

"Shh it's okay" he says pulling me into his chest.

I start to shiver from being cold and remembering what my nightmare was about.

"Do you want to talk about it?" Peeta asks soothing my hair back.

"Not yet." I say not wanting to re live the nightmare.

"That's okay." peeta says rubbing a few fallen tears.

I didn't realise I was crying..

"What time is it?" I ask in need for the subject to change.

"4.36." peeta says before kissing my forehead.

Great only 5 more hours before were in the capitol.

I didn't admit this to myself before but I'm scared.

"Don't be it's going to be okay" peeta says confusing me.

Then I realise I must of said my thoughts out loud.

"I wish Effie didn't call." I say trying not to sound mean.

But she's bringing us back to where we nearly died.

We may not have completely died but apart of us did.

A very big part.

"I know but she wants to know how were doing and I guess a lot of other people do." Peeta says rubbing my arm.

"But is none of their business." I say feeling annoyed.

"I know but I guess it's because we're kind of famous." Peeta says and even in the dark I can see a hint of a smile.

"Only because your good looking and every one loves you." I say before turning away to face the wall instead of him.

For a moment it's silence then I feel Peeta resting his chin on my shoulder.

"Katniss, I doubt they only like me. You can't really talk Mrs beautiful." he says making me scoff.

"Whatever." I mumble before closing my eyes.

"You'll never believe me will you?" Peeta asks snaking one of his arms around my waist.

"Not really." I say before yawning.

"Okay I'm only saying this because your tired but while we are in the capitol I'm going to show you how beautiful you are and how much I love you." he whispers sending shivers down my spine.

"Peeta you don't need to do that." I say turning to face him again.

"I do because I can't have you doubting yourself, I love you to much." he says before kissing my lips softly.

We snuggle up again and fall asleep pretty quickly.

Peeta rubbing my hair and whispering soothing words in my ear.

I can finally sleep and dreamless sleep with the usual haunting nightmares.

But while I sleep there's only one thought.

What is Peeta going to do in the capitol?

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