Shawn: "Omg are you ok?" He said while walking in the room.
Me: "Yeah yeah don't worry" I said while wiping the tears away.
I looked like a mess. My eyes were red and puffy and my nose was running. I didn't want him to see me like that. Shawn sat down next to me on the bed.
Shawn: "Do you wanna talk about it? I know we don't really know each other but if there's something that you need to get off your chest you tell me. I won't tell anyone if you don't want."
I looked down at my fingers. It's true that I need someone right now. But I'm not sure if he's the right person. I mean, we don't really know each other.
I looked back at him. He was looking at me, concerned. He really looked like he cared about me.
Me: "It's my ex..."
Shawn: "What happened?"
I felt that the tears were starting to come back. I started playing with a strand of hair.
Me: "He committed suicide." Shawn's mouth slightly opened, he definitely wasn't ready to hear me say something like that.
Me: "Because of me."
I tear fell down my cheek.
Shawn: "Wha- What do you mean?"
Me: "I left him. I broke him. I had good reasons but I was still the one who broke his heart. He felt so sorry for what he did and i just kept ignoring him. I was so mean to him... it's my fault if he committed suicide"
Saying that out loud really broke me. I started crying so I placed my hands on my face.
Shawn: "Claire-"
Me: "I'm sorry"
I got up and walked to the bathroom.
Why did I tell him that? Why am I so dumb? He probably thinks that I'm the worst person ever.
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Kid In Love - Shawn Mendes Fan Fiction
FanfictionClaire is a normal 15 years old girl. She's Aaliyah Mendes' bestie. They always hang out together and they love each other. Her whole life changes when she goes to Aaliyah's house, where she meets Shawn. She gets feelings for him but everything is g...