Kid In Love - Shawn Mendes Fan Fiction

Chapter 168

**DONT READ THIS IF UR TOO YOUNG** I though I would have been really insecure about my body but feeling the warmth of Shawn's hands everywhere on my skin made me feel safer and anytime he would look at me I would always see stars in his eyes like he was seeing the most beautiful thing in the world, even though it was just my body. He made me feel so comfortable and secure by those little things that he probably doesn't even know he's doing.
We kept making out on the bed as I started feeling Shawn's growing erection on my thigh because of the thin material of his boxers on my bare skin.
Shawn's hands made their way to my underwear as he separated from the kiss to look at me.
Shawn: "Are you still 100% sure? Can I take them off or you don't wanna do it anymore? It's totally fine if-"
Me: "Yes, take them off" I cut him off, not wanting to wait any longer.
Shawn's stare went to my underwear as he pulled them down slowly. I could see his eyes becoming darker as he took them off and threw them on the floor. It took him a couple of seconds before his stare went back to my face, which made me blush. He started taking his boxers off as I looked down and saw his huge length. My mouth slightly opened, feeling way less confident about this than a couple of seconds earlier. All those things I was worried about came back in my head but I tried to shake them off and forget about them.
Shawn completely took them off and smirked at my reaction but soon realized something was wrong.
Shawn: "Is everything okay?"
I nodded, lying.
Shawn: "Babe, I can see there's something wrong. Just tell me, it's fine"
Me: "It's okay, don't worry. Just- Can you be very careful, please?"
Shawn: "Yeah. Don't worry, hunny" he said before getting off of on top of me.
I looked at him very confused until I realized he was just taking a condom. He came back with it and he placed it on his length. He hovered back on top of me and looked into my eyes.