Me: "Why didn't you tell me?"
Shawn looked down at his fingers, without replying to my question.
Me: "Shawn?" He didn't move so I placed my hand on top of his.
He looked up at me and took a deep breath.
Me: "Shawn, you can tell me."
Shawn: "Ehm, I- Ehm"
I gently squeezed his hand, making him more comfortable. He took a deep breath and started talking.
Shawn: "When I left you, I couldn't do anything. I was dead inside and the only thing I could think about was you. I remembered the day you told me that I should post covers and, ehm"
Me: "Mhmm?"
Shawn: "So I decided to write some songs about you. About how I felt when we were appart. And I also did some covers. I decided to post them, and people started liking them and following me. I didn't want to tell you because I don't want you to see me like that." I frowned my eyebrows, confused.
Me: "What do you mean?"
Shawn: "Claire, you can't even imagine how I was. I looked disgusting, I didn't want to shower, I didn't want to do anything out of my room. My eyes are always red and puffy in the videos. My hair is always a mess and my voice sometimes cracks because of how depressed I would become while signing to you."
Me: "Shawn, I- I don't know what to say"
Shawn: "It's okay. I get it. I'm sorry for not telling you, I was about to delete them."
Me: "No- Why?"
Shawn: "Because! These songs are horrible. They would make anyone depressed after listening to them."
Me: "You can't delete them, Shawn!People love them! People want more. They love how they can feel your feelings and emotions through your songs. Shawn, you have pure talent. There's not a lot of people that can do that."
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Kid In Love - Shawn Mendes Fan Fiction
FanfictionClaire is a normal 15 years old girl. She's Aaliyah Mendes' bestie. They always hang out together and they love each other. Her whole life changes when she goes to Aaliyah's house, where she meets Shawn. She gets feelings for him but everything is g...
