Kid In Love - Shawn Mendes Fan Fiction

Chapter 170

**DONT READ THIS IF UR TOO YOUNG** Shawn's face was on my neck so I could feel his warm breath on my skin. He left kisses here and there and I could hear some grunts and him swearing.
I started feeling my body getting weak because of the intense feeling. I could tell Shawn was at his high too because his fingers were digging on my waist and he was also lightly moaning in my ear.
Me: "Shawn-" I moaned, louder than I thought.
The only reply I got was an other low moan and kisses on my neck. Shawn's pace got a little faster, which made me totally lose control. My nails were digging in Shawn's back and I moaned out uncontrollably. Just a few seconds later and I had already came. All my muscles were so tired and my arms fell on each side of my body.
Shawn: "Fuck-" I heard him a couple of seconds later when he also came in the condom.
Shawn gave me a quick kiss in the lips before falling down next to me. We were both trying to catch our breath when I looked over at Shawn and realized he was staring at me. He was smiling and I slightly chuckled at him. He leaned in and pecked my lips, before he got up from the bed. He threw away the condom and got our clothes that was on the floor. He gave me my pyjamas but it was way too hot so we just put on our underwear. Shawn laid down next to me and looked at me, smiling.
Shawn: "Are you feeling okay?"
I just nodded, smiling. Shawn smiled back at me and placed the covers on us. He wrapped his arms around me and lightly squeezed me, making me chuckled. He gave me a quick kiss on the forehead before we both fell asleep in each other's arms.
I really don't know why I was so scared about having sex. I mean, it's quite a big thing but I was so scared for it to hurt so bad but it actually didn't. I was so nervous but everything went so well and Shawn was being really careful. I could not have asked for a better first time than this or a better person with who it could happen.
To be honest, I couldn't quite believe it. I've always thought I would've lost my virginity at like 20 with a guy I would be dating for years. But here I am, 15 years old, in Los Angeles, at like 4 in the morning, next to Shawn Mendes, who took my virginity.