Fuck. Can I be pregnant? Is that even possible? Tears were going down my face. My breathing was getting faster and faster. I was starting to get a heart attack.
I took all my strength to get up, out of bed, without waking up Shawn. I put on sweatpants and a random shirt, wiped my tears away and walked down the stairs. I put on some old used converse and I walked out of the house. I walked, also ran to the nearest drugstore, grabbing 3 pregnancy tests and paid for them.
I could see all the people judging me. A young teenager, looking horrible because she's hangover buying 3 pregnancy tests in a rush. To be honest I didn't really care, I just wanted to know, am I pregnant or not?
I rushed back to my house, bringing the tests to the bathroom. I read the directions and did every single steps making sure I was doing it right.
I had to wait 5 minutes. Five whole minutes, before I knew if I lost my virginity too drunk to even remember, and if we used protection for not.
I can't be. This can't happen. I can't be pregnant at 15 years old? My parents would literally kill me. And what about Shawn's parents?! Oh my god.
Tears were still going down my face and I was sobbing. I was siting on the floor, in my bathroom, my hand hiding my face.
I looked over to my phone, 10 seconds left. I got up on my feet, looking at myself in the mirror. I took two deep breaths, putting myself together. I looked down at the pregnancy test, wiping my tears away.
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Kid In Love - Shawn Mendes Fan Fiction
FanfictionClaire is a normal 15 years old girl. She's Aaliyah Mendes' bestie. They always hang out together and they love each other. Her whole life changes when she goes to Aaliyah's house, where she meets Shawn. She gets feelings for him but everything is g...
